Saturday, October 20, 2007

小朋友



試鏡後,小朋友說要跟我拍一張照,不是合照,只是要拍一拍我。
我們還裝著西部牛仔,背對背,走三步,然後,轉身像開槍一樣,拍下一瞬間。
最後,我們也相互用自己的照相機,跟大家合照。

年紀上的隔膜就是如此打開。

Friday, October 19, 2007

落山的捷徑



既然變遷總有條理,何以會是不留痕跡。
走過小路,轉出昔日舊地,感覺總帶點唏噓。

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

雜記

最近,配了一副新眼鏡。其實,並不是十分必需,舊的還可以用的,只是眼鏡的雙臂花了一點,而且,新的和舊的沒有兩樣。所以,重點不在於眼鏡,在於驗眼的過程。 坐在那張升降椅,心情理應緊張,但我不知從可時起,我就很喜歡驗眼。其一是那副機械人眼鏡,其二是驗眼師的問題。

“試下一號鏡清楚D,定係二號鏡清楚D? 如果用呢塊三號好D呀?定係四號呢? 呢個係向上定向下?咁呢個呢?再下面個個呢?係未睇唔到啦?如果用呢塊鏡睇呢?咁宜家會唔會好D呀?呢個E字係向邊呀?呢個呢?咁呢個呢?”

每次我都感到很舒服,感覺很受照顧,很受呵護,像伴你入睡的細語。下一次,我要把驗眼師的對白錄下,好謱我失眠夜能夠入睡。

另一種,叫人像貓一般卷起身子安睡被窩的就是 ﹣梳頭。 輕拈髮根,撩動神經,向著髮根滑下,帶著餘震,神經的接受慢慢消失。小時候,最喜歡叫媽媽梳頭,輕輕的,又要她搔背,指甲輕輕的搔,大好了。

現在,大了,自稱男人,但我絕對認為,男人也是敏感的動物。人,本應如此,不分有根與否。

Saturday, October 06, 2007

殘餘的僅存歡樂題

友人圍桌,無聊至極,忽發其想,有此一問。

若末日將至,汝只可攜一人苟存於世,何者為之?眾人抖摟,群起應之,有根者點名一眾神女,周迅也,徐若瑄也,唐思詠奇也。無根者,當之點名,金城武也,古天樂也,合乎情理。眾人皆沉醉於歡愉夢幻之中,不知何方之聲,有此一再問。如天公造美,能多攜一人,可其人必為汝母,何以擇?眾人皆是義人孝子孝女,即回,何樂而不為!

未幾,有根者,把心一算,三人行必有其險,為化世界之安定繁榮,捨母而去,拒天公之美,與神女經營二人之新世界,是為上計也。天公如此難題兮,盡見人心兮。

Monday, October 01, 2007

Mental

Sometimes u found that u got a mental illness, it is not a disease, but probably that's not a fun. u think that it sounds good to see the doctor, but u just cant move your steps to anywhere. it is because that is too late. that's a terminally ill. i take the pills everyday, i, surely, take it with my whisky that i used to drink.
it's all about destroy, destroy what i hate, what i love, what i learn, what i have. Ridiculously, i am still alive, at least i am typing to my soul. But i know the truth, the truth is i would die soon definitely, that''s the brutal truth.